Thinking about what would, should, or could have happened is a waste of time and a destroyer of the mind.
The actions cannot and will not change. What led to those actions and the immediate results will not change.
What can change is the future, learn to self-control, speak your mind, act logically, or whatever it is that spurred you in the past.
Self-reflection is a good thing and looking back is okay if we learn lessons but not if we beat ourselves up. Life is a lesson that our creator is teaching. It's no accident that you are here and the past has occurred the way it has.
Learn from the greatest teacher of all and pass that wisdom and faith on to another who needs it just the same.
